A long week!

This week has actually been quite tough for me. Not in any sort of physical pain way, thank goodness. Just in that this week was my first week officially managing the shop that I work at, and it's just different I guess. I tend to take responsibility very seriously so it's going to take a bit of getting used to. I was so tired at the end of every day, and I had so many things running through my head all the time. Having said that this week came and went and we all survived so I guess it wasn't so bad.

I got to do some singing with a friend this week too. Which helps me so much, I NEEEEED a creative outlet like I need food! haha. I need to find more things to do!

I just can't believe it's a saturday night and no-one is out and about?!?! Living in a small town can be very dull sometimes. Oh well not for too much longer anyway! It's going to be wierd leaving here again, but it's something I need to do. I feel very much like I'm wasting my time, well maybe I feel like I'm not enjoying my time as much as I should here.

I have to stay positive, I've learnt SO much since I've been back here. I have much more confidence in my self too. I just hope I can find a home for myself easily where ever I may go in life. I was looking at some photos my friend has posted of her travels, that makes me get even itchier feet!!

I guess I don't really have any reason to worry about moving away, if it all goes wrong I can just go somewhere else, or come back here?? There is always an option of some sort.

Well I think I might go read my book. This is the start of my week off so I intend to enjoy it!

Here is a picture of a bird I saw at the zoo last weekend, he was cool, and beautiful and came to have a good look at us after he got bored with his nut! hahaha

much love x

A weekend in the sunshine.

I have had a lovely weekend. I haven't been out partying at all, but I have been spending some time outdoors. It's been nice weather I went to the zoo yesterday, which is always such a fun day. I love Cotswold Wildlife Park, it's lovely! Then Sam made me watch Whats Eating Gilbert Grape, which I LOVED!! I'd never seen it before and it was amazing. :)

Today I've been out in the sunshine a lot too, I went to see my old housemate as it was her little girls (who I hadn't even met yet!!!) 1st birthday! I'm afraid to say even though I put suncream on I am rather pink in colour now... not cool. I like sunbathing though (yeah I know it gives you wrinkles but I don't smoke so quit yer whining!) I've just had a wicked time the last two days. And I watched another film tonight called Danny the Dog, with Jet Li. I also have to say, I loved that too! It makes you want to give Jet Li a big hug!! hahahahahaha!

Hmmmm I should go to bed now, but that means it's monday when I wake up.... sigh... although thats not all bad. Me and Sam have decided to make mondays Music Monday, it's the day we have to practice lots!! hehe. I have to make sure I go to the gym more this week, I have been very slack. I'm starting to feel like I'm seizing up! Not good.

Anyways I'm posting a photo that sums up the feeling of my weekend. :)

Much Love x x